i MAY say so

MAY. This month flew by so fast. Or was I taking my leaves seriously not noticing the time because of too much sleep? I don't know. May was much a limbo for me. I had to take certain steps that will shape my future. Wow future! I wonder how my future looks like now that I am resigning. Resigning? I've not even handed my resignation letter. Okay next week. Verbally, I've told Tin and I believe Boss Bry has an idea. What will I say in my letter? Thank you? Then do I open up regarding my future plans? I don't know how to.

On the first week of May I looked for my anniversary at work. One year pare was no joke! Then my bro came home from Dubai and I hardly see now Cholo and Lui because my bro is making up for the lost time. In a few weeks they're back in my loving arms. Mwahahaha! On my very first vacation leave, I realized I am so tired and I don't want to continue what I am doing at work. I had decided to say goodbye. Oh well July is more than a month to go. And from there? I might take the work offer in Canada seriously. Yup, Canada. I was just browsing and applying endlessly in the internet for work abroad and soon enough I got a reply from a company based in Canada. I'm not going to be jobless after all. I might take a shot. What's there to lose anyway?

One good memory of this merry month of May was our team-building in Baguio. Road trip galore and it was such an adventure. All expense paid. Whoa! I enjoyed amidst my throbbing headache. Thankfully, the migraine attack was not very bad or I would have ruined our trip. I missed going on road trips and travelling in general especially with friends. We really needed and deserved it. Thanks to ETC! You made my last few weeks memorable. If there was any problem, I hope it gets ironed out real soon and I hope that no one gets involved especially people who are not supposed to be meddling and giving unsolicited advise. Suggestion ko lang? Huwag na kayong makialam kase wala kayong matutulong at wala kayong kwenta. Go and get involved with your own dirty lives! My team will be able to survive this storm. I love you guys!

I'm such in a fighting mood but I would not stoop down to other people's level. Wait, are they even people?! This month made me realize that your every action really does have an equivalent reaction. You can go and have fun but you should know your limitations. I realized too that people who commit mistakes should be given not just a second chance but a lot of chances. Sometimes people that we highly regard of may not be the person whom we thought he/she is. I can be a party pooper but at least I don't do stupid things. I can be the sane one in such difficult situations. Here's the song that was playing while we were going down from Baguio:

I Hate Everyone

Some stupid chick in the checkout line
Was paying for beer with nickels and dimes
And some old man who clipped coupons
Had argued whenever they wouldn't take one
All I wanted to was buy some cigarettes
But I couldn't take it anymore so I left

I hate everyone (4x)

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

Some fucking asshole just cut me off
and gave me the finger when i fucking honked
then he proceded to put on the brakes yeah he slamed on the brakes
but i made a mistake
when i climbed out of my van he was waitin' but he was six three
and two hundred pounds of satan

I hate everyone (4x)

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

I bet you think I'm kidding
But I promise you its true
I hate most everybody
But most of all I hate
Oh, I hate you

All the people on the street, I hate you all
And the people that I meet, I hate you all
And the people that I know, I hate you all
And the people that I don't, I hate you all
And the people in the east, I hate you all
And the people I hate least, I hate you all
And the people in the west, I hate you all
And the people I like best, I hate you all
Oh, I hate you all

I'm on leave tonight and it feels so good. This morning I went to Trinoma with Cholo, Lui and Kuya Roy. The kids had fun in Time Zone. The promised blowout for having good grades. Sad to say I hurt my finger in the kiddie bowling alley. Boba! I have to go now, my finger is hurting again. Have to go back to my cousins.

PS:
Best hirit of the Month:
When my niece, LUi, is asked kung sino kamukha nya, she answers "tita Rc!". Good kid!