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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Everyday Nightmare

I've been having the same dream with the same person in it and it makes me weary because I don't even like that person. A case of hidden desire? I don't think so.

But the big question iS: WHY HIM? Additional questions is: Why those kind of dreams? I don't know Maria! How can I describe the dreams? It's relentless and stupid. It's a saga. A continuation of each and every dream. And sometimes, a play back of what was.

I'm sick and tired of it. Actually, I sometimes think that it's better not to sleep at all if I'm just gonna get those dreams again. It's freakin' annoying. I do pray before and after I go to sleep. But if there's any meaning to this, it's NOTHING to me. So I hope it stops!


ONLY WHEN I SLEEP
by The Corrs

You're only just a dreamboat
Sailing in my head
You swim my secret oceans
Of coral blue and red
Your smell is incense burning
Your touch is silken yet
It reaches through my skin
And moving from within
It clutches at my breast

But it's only when I sleep
See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep

And when I wake from slumber
Your shadow's disappear
Your breath is just a sea mist
Surrounding my body
I'm workin' through the daytime
But when it's time to rest
I'm lying in my bed
Listening to my breath
Falling from the edge
But it's only when I sleep

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep
It's only when I sleep

Sharon instrumental

Up to the sky
Where angels fly
I'll never die
Hawaiian High
In bed I lie
No need to cry
My sleeping cry
Hawaiian High

It's reaching through my skin
Movin' from within
Clutches at my breasts
But it's only when I sleep....

See you in my dreams
You got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But I only hear you breathe

Somewhere in my sleep
Got me spinning round and round
Turning upside-down
But its only when I sleep

Up to the sky
Where angels fly
I'll never die
Hawaiian High
In bed I lie
No need to cry
My sleeping cry
Hawaiian High

Sunday, September 28, 2008

My New Team

September flew by unexpectedly fast. The first week of September was the continuation of our training and learning. As previously mentioned, I am now in a new team. There are 19 of us and I am so glad to be reunited with my bathmates Poi, Nina, Mae & Mau. I missed their company but now I get to work & hangout with them as teammates. Of course I moved with my ka-troika Tito Boy (Gary) and Tita Cristy (Ava).

This is also a chance to meet and get to know new friends. I particularly like my new and very gay friend and seatmate, Frank. The homophobic in me never thought that I'd get this close with him this fast. Mind you my boyfriend
sya. Anataray di ba?! Ako wala! Ahahaha!

Everyday was a learning experience as we slowly get immersed into the new process. Thanks to our trainers who flew in from Arizona, NIkki & Emily. Challenges are met every now and then but we move on as we laugh at & learn from our mistakes. So far, I'm enjoying. I'm enjoying also cause our schedule is fixed, 1am - 10am. Thank goodness! September ends with Frankie's birthday celebration.


Oh by the way I get to be a subteam manager next quarter.